I am home all alone in the big house my family own. It is so lonely, but I am trying to make the best out of it.
I will begin at school the 10. august, and I am leaving tomorrow night at around 2am. I will miss the house, and I wish I could spend my last week with vacation with my family, but they are all on vacation, and I have been working my ass off whole summer to earn some money to school.
So with other words, I have only seen them for a weekend before I was going home and they stay on our vacation spot that I love so much.
I have been alone since Monday in this week, but have been with my moms ex shopping birthday present and food that I needed to live.
To fill this loneliness have I playing my cd-player loud all day, watching MV on my computer or watching TV, but I haven't only been on the lazy site. I have clean dirty dished, cock dinner, and wash my clothes.
It have been times I have only been running around the house looking for something to do, and wish at least the dogs was home. It have been so quiet at times that i got almost sick of it.
You can say that I am the person that is use to have something to do or noise around me, but it is so true. I am so use to have someone at least with me, but I don't. I have nothing here..
At this times I wish I had driven lisen or not live at the countryside.
But, I can't do anything about it. Just make the best out of it.
If I had better time i would have hang out with my friends that live a little far form me, but I don't have time to do anything else then thinking about school.
I am going to uni, and it will be hard years in front off me, but I will make it. I really want to be done with all this school stuff, but if I am going to get a good job I must go to uni...
I hope I will have a wonderful year with lot of fun and new experiment. I really hope so. I will try to at least update my blog once a week only to tell you how I have it.
And maybe I will tell you guys something really fun. Who knows? I don't know, but I will try my hardest to success with everything I will meet.
I will not give up. I know I have so many ppl that is helping me to success . All this make me so glad.
~ Love Kikki ~
PS:
I have only been listing to my fav. songs like "No other", "lucifer", "Better together" and many others good Korean song that have came out this year. Infinite and Teen top is like my new hotties^^
Det er gøy å være alene hjemme da, slippe mase fra alle sammen!:P haha
ReplyDeleteFin blogg by the way, oppdater oftere!
@bycamilla:Det skal du være sikker på, men æ har jo sluppet unna all deres mase i hele summer, så det blir litt ensom da.
ReplyDeletetusen takk^^ jeg ska prøve å oppdater den så ofte jeg kan når jeg er i tromsø.